You know when you first wake up from a well rested sleep and your dying for a glass of water or orange juice? Well that's where I have been with my relationship with Jesus. Lately I have been feeling dry like I a dying for a glass of the Holy Spirit to come inside of me and send me off to feel refreshed.
With the normal drag of life, its hard not to add in your personal junk into the mix. I have been dealing with so much in my life right now I haven't had time but to eat, sleep and shower. By the end of the day reading my Bible seems like the hugest task ever. I tend to put it off and off that eventually I am not in my Bible until Mid-week church. Praying and laying my burdens at the cross aren't even in the cards sometimes. I know you know what I mean...life stinks sometimes! lol
However, today I have come to a realization that no matter how hectic life is or the sins and struggles you go through God is always there to replenish your soul...even if I am not ready to be.
I guess lately I have been feeling unworthy of His forgiveness, Grace and Mercy. I have been so caught up in my own funk that I have looked right past Him. I have been so blinded by my sin that I didn't see Him standing there with His arm opened wide to give me a hug of Grace. I have been over burden with the noise of Satan and the world telling me that I am not worthy of His Mercy that I was deafened that I didn't hear Him say "Casey, its okay. I love you and always will, just come to me."
Regardless of the noise, the funk and the world I should know that no matter what I have done He will aways be standing there waiting on me to realize that I am worth everything to Him. Why don't I get it and remember it? I think sometimes I let Satan tell me that I am not worth it.
Be encouraged!!! No matter what life throws at you God is ALWAYS standing there loving you regardless.
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